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LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

Someone is courting you - or at least, trying to. If you've been putting them off, there's a reason for it. The High Priestess will gently guide you as you try to decide what to do. The keyword in her magic, however, is "gently." Don't rush, don't allow yourself to be rushed, and if you hear the words, "If you loved me, you would," take warning. If they loved you, they'd never try to push you.

For the first time in a long while, it's suddenly become clear to you: what you really want to "do" with the rest of your life. So from now on, even if you need to clear away some things, and perhaps even some relationships that are dear to you, thanks to Justice, you'll now understand that it's time, and that whatever needs to be done is what you'll have the strength and courage to do.

Our minds are the source of many types of power. Willpower, determination to succeed, and even physical health all begin with positive thoughts. The card of Strength indicates that you'll need to take charge of your thoughts over the coming month, to only think of positive outcomes for all your problems, and to ensure that no one shakes your confidence. That done, your success is a definite.

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

There are many ways of finding what we deserve in life, which is exactly what the Judgement card brings to us. In romantic matters over the coming month, this card will definitely help you find your match. The hardest part of your job will be to get out there, boldly and shamelessly, and just go for it, no matter what the odds seem to be. In short, if you're interested, go get 'em! It's time!

When The World appears, you've received a very important indication that you've done the right thing, been in the right place at the right time, and chosen the right occupation. Of course, you'll already know all that, by the feelings you have, but also by the happiness and contentment you're already experiencing within your current occupation. If you're not satisfied, don't despair. Something you never expected will come along, when you least expect it.

When the card of Justice arrives, it's time to reach a clear and objective understanding with the world around us - a "deal" of sorts. Justice demands that we do what we can so that we get exactly what we deserve, and in the process, we learn to understand that everything we do is affected by what everyone else does. That doesn't mean we should sit still and wait. It's all about negotiation, fairness, and treaties.

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

You're about to enter a time of introspection with regard to a certain partnership matter. That is, if you see something unusual or uncertain happening in your current relationship, you'll need some time alone to think things over. If your partner really knows you and cares for you, they'll give you this time - with their blessings. If not, you may need to add that to the list of matters to consider about your relationship.

The appearance of The Devil indicates that in all professional matters, you can have exactly what you want - it all depends on how far you're willing to go to get it. If you need to keep your morals about you, you'll resist any offer that sounds too good to be true, and that's the very best way to handle it. You'll definitely encounter your dark side now. It's up to you to keep it reined in.

A project that's been nothing more than a dream lately could well be about to come to fruition, thanks to the presence of The Emperor, who rewards diligence and competence. Just try not to go overboard and become rigid or nit-picky, especially on yourself. It can only lead to depression - and what good will you be to anyone if you let that happen? Do what you can and let the Universe work out the details. the empreror

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

When it comes to relationships, The Magician indicates the arrival of a person who will absolutely fascinate you in every possible way. They may seem to be everything you've ever wanted in a partner, and that could actually be true. But you really need to take your time getting to know them before you make any serious decisions. Be led by your mind, as well as your heart.

Over the next month, you may need to seriously reconsider the type of work you've been doing or the position you've had within the company - because something is definitely going to change. If you think about it honestly, you'll realize that all this really isn't much of a surprise. In fact, you've probably been expecting it, and one some levels, looking forward to it. Think of the possibilities now available to you!

We all know someone who we think of or refer to as a Hermit - someone who, more often than not, seems to prefer their own company to that of others. No matter how sociable you are, then, don't be surprised if you choose to spend time alone now - much to the disappointment of your friends! Be kind. Explain to them that you need some time alone to think a certain matter through.

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

When The Moon appears, it's time for all of us to experience the emotional side of ourselves. Big Time. In your case, you're due for a month's worth of fantasies, so enjoy it. It might be about castles. It might be about the Roaring 20s. It might also be about the current time, with someone you know right now. Regardless, enjoy it. It's time to forget reality and enjoy the deeper, more enchanting side of life.

The Hanged Man in this position indicates that you've been feeling stuck, delayed, and overdue for the praise you deserve due to the quality of the job you've been doing. The good news is that you'll only have to deal with this for a month. Afterward, your superiors will see just how hard you've been working at your task. Basically, this card is asking you to have just a little more patience.

Death indicates that it's time to separate yourself from a situation that has been hanging quite heavily over you. While any huge change is frightening, and you're probably still worried about what's going to come next, it's time to let go of the past and let the Universe handle the details. Don't try to hang on to whatever is exiting your life. It won't work, and you'll only be stalling your future.

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

Whether you're single or attached, don't waste your time frequenting "hot-spots" that are famous for providing loud music or helping people to meet for brief flings. It's time for you to settle down, so if you're still looking, go to places where kindred spirits of gentle natures gather. If you're attached, spend lots of time alone with your one and only. It will bring contentment to both your hearts.

You may not be aware of it, but you're about to make a change this month - a big one - in the department of work and career. When The Fool appears, you may already be bored and restless - unhappy with the type of work you're doing, and positively craving something new. The good news is that it's about to happen, most likely through the last person you'd ever expect to make you an offer.

Death indicates that it's time to separate yourself from a situation that has been hanging quite heavily over you. While any huge change is frightening, and you're probably still worried about what's going to come next, it's time to let go of the past and let the Universe handle the details. Don't try to hang on to whatever is exiting your life. It won't work, and you'll only be stalling your future.

Since it's the start of my RD... it means SMULE time.

Since I have colds, and have hoarse voice, I picked this song lolz...

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion--
Is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after--

Sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said--
Then you say-- go slow--
I fall behind--
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can
look-- and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch
you-- I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows--
you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time--

If you're lost you can
look-- and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch
you-- I'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow--
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds--

If you're lost you can
look-- and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch
you-- I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

For the longest time, you seem to have been learning a lesson that's been not at all pleasant: you've been learning not to trust. Now, however, someone is due to enter your life who'll teach you not just to trust, but also to trust yourself again - to trust your intuition, even though you've tried, recently, to do just that, and it hasn't worked out too well. Give it another shot.

When The World appears at this moment in time, you can righteously spend many a happy moment enjoying the fruits of your success - whether or not they've actually arrived. You know that what you've done is about to bring you rewards, so why wait? Plan the parties, send out the invitations, and be sure to stay in contact with the influential people who've already agreed to help you announce your name.

We've all seen people we love pull back from us to spend time alone - to think things through and rely on their own counsel and instincts, rather than on that of anyone else's. It's time for you to do just that. Don't worry about losing your friends or those closest to you. After you've come up with your own answers to pressing questions, you'll be back, renewed and revitalized.

Just what I needed...

lift your head, baby dont be scared
of the things that could go wrong
along the way
youll get by with a smile
you cant win at everything
but you can try

baby you dont have to worry
coz there aint no need to hurry
no one ever said that theres
an easy way
when theyre closing all their doors
and they dont want you anymore
this sounds funny but ill say it anyway

(girl/boy) ill stay thru the bad times
even if i have to fetch you everyday
youll get by with a smile
you can never be too happy in this life

in a world where everybody
hates a happy ending story
its a wonder love can make the
world go round
and dont let it bring you down
and turn your face into a frown
youll get along with a little prayer
and a song

too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo doo
let me hear you sing it...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo doo

in a world where everybody
hates a happy ending story
its a wonder love can make the
world go round
but dont let it bring you down
and turn your face into a frown
youll get along with a little prayer
and a song

lift your head baby dont be scared
of the things that could go wrong
along the way
youll get by with a smile
now its time to kiss away
those tears goodbye

too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo doo
let me hear you sing it...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo

too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo doo
let me hear you sing it...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
too doo doo doo...
doo doo doo doo doo

Found another great song :)...

Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh
Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby hahayy hahahayyy

Ohhh...Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds
are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops
thats where you'll find me ohhh

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why oh why can't I, aah I..

Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds
are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops
is where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dare to
Why oh why can't I... I...

oh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh
Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Oohhh
Ooh Ooh Oohhh

Song from Parokya ni Edgar.

Uso pa ba ang harana?
Marahil ikaw ay nagtataka
Sino ba 'to, mukhang gago
Nagkandarapa sa pagkanta
At nasisintunado sa kaba

Meron pang dalang mga rosas
Suot nama'y maong na kupas
At nariyan pa ang barkada
Nakaporma naka barong sa awiting
daig pa minus one at sing along

Puno ang langit ng bituin
At kay lamig pa ng hangin
Sa'yong tingin akoy nababaliw, giliw
At sa awitin kong ito
Sana'y maibigan mo
Ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko
Sa isang munting harana para sayo

Hindi ba't parang isang sine
Isang pelikulang romantiko
Hindi ba't ikaw ang bidang artista
at ako ay iyong leading-man
Sa istoryang nagwawakas
sa pagibig na wagas

Puno ang langit ng bituin
At kay lamig pa ng hangin
Sa'yong tingin akoy nababaliw, giliw
At sa awitin kong ito
Sana'y maibigan mo
Ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko
Sa isang munting harana para sayo

Found this song, reminded me of someone I knew :)

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you

I may not have much to show
No diamonds a glow
No limousines
To take you where you go

But if you ever find yourself
Tired of all the games you play
When the world seems so unfair
You can count on me to stay
Just take sometime to lend an ear
To this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you

I don't even have the looks
To make you glance my way
The clothes I wear
May just seem so absurd

But deep inside of me is you
You give life to what I do
All those years may see you thru
Still I'll be waiting here for you
If you have time
Pls lend an ear to this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song
To a special girl like you
From a simple guy
Who's so in love with you...

I loved this song, song that was created during first season of Pinoy Big Brother.

Umaasang Magmamahal Muli
Ang buong akala ko'y sya na
Kabiguan ang napala
Panghilom ng puso'y hindi madali
Ang malaman mahal mo'y
Walang pag ibig sayo

Ang umasang magmahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating
Ito'y darating
Ito'y darating sayo

Hanggang sa tayo'y matuto
Sa kabiguan natamo
Kaya ako ay maghihintay
Sa tunay kong mahal
Isipin ang bukas at
kalimutan ang nakalipas

Ang umasang magmahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating sayo
Aking naranasan

Ohhhhhh
Ang pagluha tulad ng sa ulan
Ang umasang magmahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating

Ang umasang magmahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating, ito'y darating..
Ito'y darating sayo

Ohhhhhhh.. Ito'y darating sayo.

Found another great song back in '90s :)

there was nothing to say
the day she left
i just filled a suitcase full of regrets
i hailed a taxi in the rain
looking for some place to ease the pain
then like an answered prayer
i turned around and found you there

you really know where to start
(you really know where to start)
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart...
fixing a broken heart

and now I don’t understand
what I’m going through
must be a plan that led me to you
because the hurt just disappears
in every moment that you are near
yeah..

just like an answered prayer
you make the loneliness easy to bear

you really know where to start
(you really know where to start)
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

soon the rain will stop falling, baby
and i’ll forget the past
coz here we are at last

you really know where to start
(you really know where to start)
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Found this on Recommended Songs. Movie soundtracks of two movies I've seen, "Horton Hears a Who" and "Rock of Ages."

I can't fight this feeling any longer,
and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship has grow stronger,
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever,
I say there is no reason for my fear.
'Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear.
And even as I wander, I'm keepin' you in sight.
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
and throw away the oars forever.
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor, come crashing through your door,
baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running around in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
'cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find.
And even as I wander, I'm keepin' you in sight.
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
and throw away the oars forever.
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
come crashing through your door,
baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.
Ooooooh...

So saddened by the news of David Bowie's death :(.

He will always be Jareth to me...

This collab is for you

Found this memorable song on recommended songs/collabs.

Picked this amazing collab. I'm beginning to be addicted to this app lolz...

Di ko man maamin
Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin
Di ko man maisip
Sa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginip
Malabo man ang aking pag-iisip
Sana'y pakinggan mo
ang sigaw nitong damdamin

[Chorus:]
Ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
Aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid
Sana at iyong naririnig
Sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik...

Ayoko sa iba
Sayo ako ay hindi magsasawa
Ano man ang iyong sabihin
Umasa ka ito ay diringgin
Madalas man na parang aso't pusa
Sana'y pakinggan mo ang sigaw nitong
damdamin

[Chorus:]
Ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
Aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid
Sana at iyong naririnig
Sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik...

Pagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabi
Malamig man o mainit ang gabi
Nais ko sana iparating
na ikaw lamang
ang siyang aking...
iibigin

Found another song by Jireh. This one caught my attention, as caption says that it's his first time singing Filipino song. It's a amazing cover for a first try huh :)

Magkalayong agwat
Gagawin ang lahat
Mapasayo lang ang
Pag-ibig na alay sayo

Ang awit na 'to
Ay awit ko sa'yo
Sana ay madama
Magkabila man ang ating mundo

Kahit nasan ka man
Hindi ka papalitan
Nag-iisa ka lang
Kahit na langit ka at lupa ako
Ang bituin ay
Aking dadamhin
'Pag naiisip ka
Sabay kayong nagniningning

Dito ay umaga at dyan ay gabi
Ang oras natin ay magkasalungat
Aking hapunan ay iyong umagahan
Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
Balang araw ay makakapiling ka

Hihintayin kita
Kahit nasan ka pa
'Di ako mawawala
Kahit na may dumating pa
Dito lang ako iibig sa iyo
Hangga't nandyan ka pa
Hangga't wala ka pang iba

Dito ay umaga at dyan ay gabi
Ang oras natin ay magkasalungat
Aking hapunan ay iyong umagahan
Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
Balang araw ay makakapiling ka

Dito ay umaga at dyan ay gabi
Ang oras natin ay magkasalungat
Aking hapunan ay iyong umagahan
Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari

Dito ay umaga at diyan ay gabi
Ang oras natin ay magkasalungat
Aking hapunan ay iyong umagahan
Ngunit kahit na anong mangyari
Balang araw ay makakapiling ka

I can't have a solo, since I'm not a VIP subscriber. I opted for collab, and this caught my attention, coz of his good and soothing voice :)

I heard this song first time, on ViceRylle fanvid on YT. Since then, I both loved the song and the fandom.

I kinda ruined the end part, since I was singing this while my eldest was still awake. He said that it's crazy that I have the guts to sing and even post it afterwards... ahahahaha

Naalala ko pa
Nung nililigawan pa lamang kita
Dadalaw tuwing gabi
Masilayan lamang ang ‘yong mga ngiti

At Ika’y sasabihan
Bukas ng alas siyete sa dating tagpuan
Buo ang araw ko
Marinig ko lang ang mga himig mo

Hindi ko man alam kung nasan ka
Wala man tayong komunikasyon
Mag hihintay sa’yo buong magdamag
Dahil ikaw ang buhay ko

Kung inaakala mo
Ang pag-ibig ko’y magbabago
Itaga mo sa bato
Dumaan man ang maraming pasko
Kahit na di mo na abot ang sahig
Kahit na di mo na ‘ko marinig
Ikaw pa rin ang buhay ko

Naalala ko pa
Nung pinapangarap pa lamang kita
Hahatid, susunduin
Kahit mga bituin aking susungkitin

Kung inaakala mo
Ang pag-ibig ko’y magbabago
Itaga mo sa bato
Dumaan man ang maraming pasko
Kahit na di mo na abot ang sahig
Kahit na di mo na ‘ko marinig
Ikaw pa rin ang buhay ko

Araw-araw kitang liligawan
Haharanahin ka lagi
Kitang liligawan
Haharanahin ka lagi

Kung inaakala mo
Ang pag-ibig ko’y magbabago
Itaga mo sa bato
Pumuti man ang mga buhok ko
ohhhh...

Kung inaakala mo
Ang pag-ibig ko’y magbabago
Itaga mo sa bato
Dumaan man ang maraming pasko

Kung inaakala mo
Ang pag-ibig ko’y magbabago
Itaga mo sa bato
Dumaan man ang maraming pasko
Kahit na kumulubot ang balat
Kahit na hirap ka nang dumilat
Kahit na di mo na abot ang sahig
Kahit na di mo na ako marinig
Ikaw parin(ikaw pa rin)
Ang buhay ko.

I found this app being advertised on IG. Since I love singing, though it's not a mutual thing, I still downloaded the app.

And my nerve to do my first try or rather trying hard take lolz.

You're the light.
You're the night.
You're the color of my blood.
You're the cure.
You're the pain.
You're the only thing I wanna touch.
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much.

So love me like you do.
Lo-lo-love me like you do.
Love me like you do.
Lo-lo-love me like you do.
Touch me like you do.
To-to-touch me like you do.
What are you waiting for?

Fading in, fading out on the edge of paradise.
Every inch of your skin is a holy grail I've got to find.
Only you can set my heart on fire, on fire.
Yeah, I'll let you set the pace 'cause I'm not thinking straight.
My head's spinning around.
I can't see clear no more.
What are you waiting for?

So love me like you do.
Lo-lo-love me like you do.
Love me like you do.
Lo-lo-love me like you do.
Touch me like you do.
To-to-touch me like you do.

What are you waiting for?

LOVE	CAREER	WELLNESS

For the month ahead:

You're about to enter a time of introspection with regard to a certain partnership matter. That is, if you see something unusual or uncertain happening in your current relationship, you'll need some time alone to think things over. If your partner really knows you and cares for you, they'll give you this time - with their blessings. If not, you may need to add that to the list of matters to consider about your relationship.

It may be time for you to have a talk with yourself. When The Pope appears, we need to examine whether what we "do" on a daily basis is honest, forthright, and not motivated by materialistic pursuits alone. If you've somehow gotten involved in a situation that doesn't feel quite right, trust your instincts, save your moral principles, and get out now.

This card asks that you spend the next month working on one particular inner task: you must cut away anything in your life that makes you feel unsure about yourself, whether it's a personal relationship, a job that makes you unhappy, or a lifestyle that no longer suits you. If a health issue has been nagging at you, seek out medical advice and solve this problem.